fuck…. if I don’t hold on my mental health is going to plummet quite rapidly and from where I’m standing I’d glady sit back and let my demons take over.. my will to fight is hanging by a thread..
….just when you think all is well god yanks the carpet from under you.. I wonder how much satan will give me for my shitty soul. :’(
I’m taking a break from marijuana. I’m tired of spending my days on the toilet instead of actually doing things.